学生の頃、ゾロ目の時刻をよく見た時期があった。
Gakusei no koro, zoro me no jikoku o yoku mi ta jiki gaatta.

当時は液晶のデジタル時計などなく、
数字が刻印されたプレートが順次回転するタイプであったが、
その時計に目をやるたびに
11:11、1:11、3:33、4:44
などの時刻が目に入った。

Tōji wa ekishō no dejitaru dokei nadonaku,
sujiga kokuin sareta purēto ga junji kaiten suru taipu deattaga,
sono tokei ni me oyarutabini
11:11,1:11,3:33,4:44
nadono jikoku ga meni haitta.

不思議なことは、
ゾロ目以外の時刻には時計に目をやることがなかった、
と思えることだ。
それが半年から一年近くも続いただろうか。
やがて、そうした異常な体験はなくなった。

Fushigina koto wa,
zorome igai no jikoku niwa tokei ni meo yarukotoga nakatta,
to omoeru kotoda.
sorega hantoshi kara ichinen chikakumo tsuzuita darouka.
yagate soushita ijō na taiken wa nakunatta.

確率的に考えると、
ゾロ目になる確率があり、
こうした事象を連続して見ることは、
単に独立した事象の総和になるのか、
もしくは何かの条件を考慮して計算しなければならないのか。

Kakuritsuteki ni kangaeruto,
zorome ni naru kakuritsu gaari,
kōshita jishō o renzoku shite miru kotowa,
tanni dokuritsu shita Jishō no souwa ni naru noka,
moshikuwa nanikano jōken o kōryo shite keisan shinakereba naranai noka.

いずれ計算してみたいと思うが、
非常に低い確率で常識外の出来事を体験した気がする。

Izure keisan shite mitaito omouga,
hijō ni hiku i kakuritsu de jōshikigai no dekigoto o taiken shita kigasuru.

当時は神経が過敏で、
病的になっていたのかもしれないが、恐怖感はなく、
ただ大きな苦痛を味わった時期だった。
しかし、
精神の錬磨にはなったのだろう。

Tōji wa shinkei ga kabin de,
byōteki ni natte itanokamo sihrenaiga,kyōhukan wa naku,
tada ookina kutsū o ajiwatta jiki datta.
Shikashi,
seishin no renma niwa nattanodarou.

自分は何とつながっていたのか、
何のためにこのような体験を強いたのか。

Jibun wa nani to tsunagatte itanoka,
nannotameni konoyōna taiken o shiitanoka.

人には身近なところに人知を超えた何かがいて、
人を試したり、
見極めたりして、
その人の運命をつかさどる役割を
担っているのかもしれない

Hito niwa mijikana tokoroni jinchi o koeta nanikagaite,
hito o tameshitari,
mikiwametari shite,
sono hito no unmei o tsukasadoru yakuwari o
ninatte irunokamo sirenai.

[Waka]
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音もなく　時計が刻む　闇の中で　ひとの背後に　潜む何かが
Otomo naku tokei ga kizamu yami no naka de hitono haig ni hisomu nanikaga
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ENG:
When I was in high school,
by chance,
I would look at the clock and see
the same numbers lined up in a row.

There were no digital LCD clocks at the time,
and the clock had a plate with numbers engraved on it that rotated in order,
but every time I looked at the clock,
the numbers would be lined up,
such as 11:11, 1:11, 3:33, 4:44, etc.

What was strange was that I didn't pay attention to the numbers on the clock except
when the same numbers were lined up.
I wonder if this continued for half a year to nearly a year.
Eventually,
these abnormal experiences stopped.

In terms of probability,
is there a probability of seeing the same numbers lined up,
and is the occurrence of such a probability
simply the sum of independent probabilities,
or does it have to be calculated taking into account some conditions?

I would like to calculate it someday,
but I feel like I experienced an extremely unlikely event.

I may have been hypersensitive and pathological at the time,
but I didn't feel any fear,
it was a time when I just experienced great pain.
However,
it must have refined my mind.

What was I connected to,
and why was I forced to have such an experience?

Perhaps
there is someone superhuman close to us,
testing us,
judging us,
and determining our destiny.

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In the darkness,
While the clock that makes
no sound is ticking
Something lurks
behind you...
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